Vance has you....

...Vance has you...

Wake up Neo...
...Vance's Sanity has you...
...Follow the white rabbit....
...Knock Knock , Neo...
I AM THE ONE!

Tuesday, July 22, 2003

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And how can you mend a broken heart?
How can you stop the rain from falling down?
How can you stop the sun from shining?
What makes the world go round?
How can you mend a this broken man?
How can a loser ever win?
Please help me mend my broken heart and let me live again.

What's left? The liberation of man kind...?5:50 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2003

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RESPECT... learn well. On my way to rush for the express bus, I chanced upon a common but bypassed sight- bangala workers at their hardworking best. There was this bangala worker who was leveling the cement on the pavement... It seems easy but one would doubt if given the task, that one would be able to complete it with speed and dexterity. Often, these foreign workers have been the butt of some jokes in Singapore and detested by many. Common misconception is that they do the jobs that no one else would do. Jobs like sweepers and gabage collectors. Whatever it is, should one not show respect to others? To any person who is able to do his job well and with a sense of dedication? We should respect these foreign workers, for without their dedication, you and me would be living in the heap of rubbish everyday.

It is the same isn't it? That we often take people for granted and not know when to respect them? How often do you remember that you tell a friend off in front of his partner or friends? How often do we remember poking fun at people with no regard for the person's feelings? It's common isn't it? I had my fair share of guilt and my fair share of stick. Respect. One can only earn it, not command it, unlike how a certain recruitment advertisement puts it.

What happens when people already took you for granted and totally not respect you? Would you stick it out or just leave quietly? Or would you wail and make a scene just to get your respect? The latter would probably make you look from a redundant to an imbecile. Point taken? Sometimes it saddens one that one is being treated the way totally not deserved by one. But one have got to look at oneself and stand firm and keep one's chin up. At least bow out of the battle dignified.

Quote: It's a battle and I probably have just about myself to wage it. Let's just pray that the war's not lost before the battle's even started.

What's left? The liberation of man kind...?6:16 PM

Thursday, July 10, 2003

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Sometimes it's funny how things can turn out if you don't bother about them. Have been in a pretty tough patch these few weeks and thankfully my friends have been there for me. It's a while since I posted. Any chances one of you have had insomnia in your life? These few days have had problems going to bed. Guess when one thinks too much, one would have problems calming down and sleeping. Any body watches Chemistry? The story's lame and stale but it still sells. I think it's the age-old tried and test formula of a love story between and good looking guy and a babe. It's the quote that has caught my attention. Fate changes everything. That's true isn't it? If fate had not brought someone together with another, would one's life still run the same path? Would one be the person one is at the moment?
These few months have been the most trying period of time in my few years out of Junior College. I guess things happened in Junior College and I was unable to put them all behind me. I was resentful and distrusting, bordering along the lines of sceptism. It had probably hurt and distant people around me. Learn to trust and respect others. In due hope that it is mutual and the others treat you with the respect one deserves and not deceive one. Trust is the most basic of all friendship and relationships yet there is so little trust between people in this era. Sad isn't it?
How much does one value oneself? Could one choose to indulge in willing ignorance or does one have to face up to reality one day? Discovered lots of flaws about myself and probably would just pretend everything's great if it was in the past. Now I can no longer be evasive over my flaws. One should be brave about one's mistakes and face up to problems. Character flaws can be so difficult to accept and bruising for the ego. Thing is, I probably talk too much and comment too much. Takes things too seriously and thinks too much into things.

Quote: Give the others mutual trust and respect and in due hope, one will be give the mutual respect of sincerity and honesty.

What's left? The liberation of man kind...?10:06 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2003

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Hey people, I rushing off to my friend's chalet. Things could be better than the same old BBQs that we always head for but then, I don't know. Just wish that it's fun. I don't know what's wrong with me or is it something with girls. How can a girl be affectionate and cuddly to you one min, and behave rather differently the very next min?
Is it something that girls do a lot? Is it me that's weird? The mysteries of life are lying aplenty, just waiting for you to stumble upon them. Be careful and walk on by, lest you stumble and fall. That means, show the lady some respect and
probably just chill a little. Swallowed a glass bit or some on Thursday night. Wonder if I will die from it, getting my internal organs cut from the inside and all? Well, since the doctor said it was not a concern, maybe I shan't bother myself too much. Well, as I said, I have my family and people I know that care for me. Hey, just food for thought, a girl used to mention to me that guys always head for the computer after making out. Wonder if it's all that true? It's like a little too much of disrespect according to the lady. Hmmm... what about girls? Don't they head for other things after making out? I don't take much notice, so pardon me if there's any difference. It's amazing what tick girls off? Hmmm... heading straight to the computer after making out? Probably that a bit disrespectful. That I got to agree.
Three cheers to me. I will be going to canoe with Adrian tomorrow. Better wish for good weather and that the plan doesn't fall through. I want to canoe for a long time and probably this is the start of it.
To someone close*winks, have fun at your mother's birthday and eat all the good food.

What's left? The liberation of man kind...?5:11 PM

Friday, July 04, 2003

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Hey for those who missed my previous blog background... It was black and red. Still not very good with html and templates. Decided to change to something simpler cos I can't seem to get my email on the black background. With a twist of fate, we have... the matrix. got this template and decided to re-do it till it looks like what I want. The wants of the human race are simply insatiable. Whilst turning the template into what I want, I can't seem to get the comments up and my links dun seem to work. Maybe Mainframe is preventing me from accessing the links. Haha. Anyway, I am really impressed by the Matrix and it's concept. It's just like what I'd always thought- are we governed by a higher being and are we living a life that is a facade of our actual tormented lives? Pretty morbid? Well, I'd actually wrote a poem about it- Lego Us. Pretty much into Lego as a child, thus that's the first thing that came to my mind. I mean, we could be just like the Lego, moulded and manipulated by a higher being. You remember as a child how you used to break and fix the Lego and how you move them around in what you deem as their civilisation? We have a high chance of being like Lego... or maybe we already are. How the society moulds you to be what you are? How the society conforms you to the ways of life deemed to be morally upright?
Enough... I think for people out there who don't think so subtly, it may be a little too much.
Just can't help thinking.

What's left? The liberation of man kind...?2:01 PM

Thursday, July 03, 2003

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It's so good to be in the company of someone you are comfortable with. These two days have been the best of my holiday away from the rush-hour kind of life. Went back to camp the day before and was really amused that I had missed this place. While others can wait not much longer to get the heck away from the army, I felt sentimentally for the place. This was the place where I served my conscription in the army. The place where I had learnt how to deal with people from different walks of life and where I found a few close buddies. Yesterday once more keeps singing in my head.
Had been planning to watch some Luis Figo Unicef soccer game but just found out that it was last night... The tv station probably should have telecasted more commercials about it. Well at least I got to watch a nice movie last night, 2009 Lost Memories. It's about the history of Japan with an ingenuine twist.

What's left? The liberation of man kind...?1:43 PM